It’s all about the preparation for me. The setting up. The desk, the writing instruments (of which I am very picky), the paper, the online programs, the candle, the coffee, the lighting, the chair, the books...oh, so many, books! The writing? Not so much. Recognizing that you have a problem is the beginning of healing, [...]
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January 23, 2020.
The sunrise this morning was amazing. I didn't even bother to try to capture it on a mere camera. It was clearly meant to be enjoyed by God-created lenses and not disrupted by a frantic search for a camera or iPhone. (Who am I kidding? My iPhone was and always is in my hand.) I [...]
November 8 and bringing order to (my) chaos
When you are 57 years old and you decide to change it all up. Cuz it is about time. Have I mentioned that I am super OCD? A perfectionist? A keeper of habits and routines? Lover of tradition? Back when the littles were, well, little, I had to let a lot of that go. Because, [...]
It’s Not My Plan.
This is post number two I have started today. Post number one will eventually make it's way back to the forefront and, as a teaser, it is Part Two in my You Asked for It series and has to do with kids. That totally narrows it down for you, I know.If you are still hanging [...]
Lack of Control.
Saturday Morning before Thanksgiving. My Girl was the first one up. Let's clarify that. She was only the first one up because Wesson, her GSD puppy, was the first one up. But she stayed up and chose to make sure we all knew it by apparently touching every dish in the kitchen according to My [...]
Can You Feel the Rage Love?
Several years ago, my beloved Interim Pastor informed me that I was a Type A personality.That explains a lot.When I gasped and said, "Huh? What? Me? Nuh-uh!", he laughed and said, "you are a classic control freak." Then he gave me a big old hug and told me that's just the way it is.Nuh-uh.Since then, [...]
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